E-N-D

e to n to d
end.

is this how we supposed to be?
is this the answer?
because you held on me, but stopped trying.
because you loved me, but stopped caring.

I did,
But you left first unofficially,
and I'm not going to blame you,
because I know what we were is different,
although in the end everything is just the same.

I lost you,
too bad I also lost the time memories,
but it helps, really.
Because I dont know how frustrated I could be,
Staying late at night reading it,
Crying uncontrolly, flashbacking unconditionally.

And in the end I'd like to say thanks to you.
For giving me another ending,
For convincing me that you still do.
Because yes, I still too.
The different is I mean it sincerely.
The different is I'm not going to throw it away.

I'm on my way to move on now.
Not because I stop loving you.
I just wanna give you another chance to get your life,
get what you left before I mess up.
And the most reasonable reason is,
because you have moved on secretly.