Why I

Why I'm wasting my precious time?
Why I always wait for my battery to be full so that I can listen to the music all the way?
Why I like biting my nails?
Why I like doing everything alone while there's people who are ready to help me?
Why I tweet about random things?
Why I talk too much?
Why I don't like starting the conversations?
Why I use trying-to-be-cute-autotexts in my every texts?
Why I mind that :) smiley is a fake smile in the real life?
Why I'm just listening to the songs that have cute lyrics in it?
Why I don't like those kind of people so much?
Why I'd rather not see, not read, or not hear than be in pain later?
Why I smile just to people who smiles to me first?
Why I can't make people laugh with my jokes?
Why I like singing in the bathroom?
Why I watch 500 days of summer and the notebook a thousand times?
Why I can't just shout out the words and be mean?
Why I 'm being a fan of Taylor Swift and Paramore?
Why I'm so restless yet like forcing myself not to sleep?
Why?
Well maybe its all because I am me.