Have To

You're on your way to go,
You have to admit it sweetheart
Because I know pretending is hard,
Because I know it from the start.

You dont have to be scared I will fall down and stuck,
In my 18, I know exactly how to get up.
Even the pain will keep lying around my head,
I'll never blame you anyway,
Because blaming will never bring you back.

W-h-y?
Because we just have each other,
Just have.
Without asking, without knowing, without loving,
Whats the point of having then?

I'm restless thinking what you used to do,
how far you changed,
and all those things you'll never realize about.
you can say I'm excessive,
because yes I am.

But today, as I thought all night long,
I guess I don't have to be drown this deep,
I need to grow up and throw away my needy-habit.
You're not changed, its you.
We dont have to pretend anymore.